Things I miss...

I have done a lot of growing up over the last 6 months. Even more than you'd think when you take into account my dissociative issue of "being" about 5 years of age. Since I have been older more often, and maturing a bit, and remembering things, I have come to realize there are some things I miss.

I miss looking at my toy bunny and thinking he loves me and can save me from the whole world.
I miss being tucked in every night with a kiss.
I miss being held for no real reason but to be held.
I miss seeing the world through the eyes of a young child.
I know these are things that do have to go for the future is pressing ever forward, but in this late night hour, I miss them. I do look forward to stepping into my Big Girl Shoes; To go get a job, and earn my own novelties of the modern world we live in. I look forward to being able be capable to do things on my own; But still, I miss some things tonight.